i think perhaps i have killed her,
smothered her aura with smoke.
i chased the wolves from her carcass
and saw that she was still alive.
so i had to kill her.

you see?

she was looking at me
with those eyes
i'd be a devil not to do otherwise.

now she's feigning happiness up in heaven
wishing she was in hell.

why i like lj:
you can't just "like" something, you have to say something.
it's not covered in memes? is it? i don't know i don't stick around here often

i've had this journal for so many years now
years and years

do people still livejournal? i don't even know. my friend's list is a desert.

i'm gonna go see if i can find people

i'm so used to you it's like you are invisible i want to be in love again (we are love) (we created love) what happened? suddenly i'm a wife, this role is uncomfortable to me and seems to cancel out the possibility of passion
it is passionate though ( Read more... )

help me i've been tumblring. i have a husband and a child. i miss myself. i could do more, why aren't i doing more?

does anyone still read this?

i yi yi yi yi hello?

hellooo

is it raining?

i am in love

salt shakers in my ears shake as the sound resinates - resonator reciprocals cause sounds to blast as the walls reverberate there is a loud crash and a heavy bass line suddenly erupting into a jazz crescendo twisting suddenly from tinkling piano keys into a japanese cherry blossom garden ( Read more... )

i see you in brushstrokes every one is determined by each other - i see you in progression as tip toed dancer and a knuckle cracking thief - i see you as a goldfish eater and i see you as a relief. your eyes say the most and they're always so clear. your tendencies cause me to rhyme. this cannot be brought on by normal behavior. from now on we ( Read more... )

in about three hours i'm going to be hanging out with roger. after that we're probably going to get a burrito, smoke some weed and sit in my empty room listening to records... soaking in each others' excitement. scheming about the drive up north. laughing. plotting. escaping. i am really looking forward to this trip. i am really glad to be ( Read more... )

I AM WRITING AGAIN