Jul 03, 2012 12:18
i'm so used to you it's like you are invisible i want to be in love again (we are love) (we created love) what happened? suddenly i'm a wife, this role is uncomfortable to me and seems to cancel out the possibility of passion
it is passionate though
yet i cringe at how i appear. i feel i have a secret. a magical place that i can't let the world in on.
did you see that new picture of our child? hope you didn't miss it, i'm stuck flaunting myself on facebook and using instagram????????? hello, my name is janel. that last sentence doesn't fit into social networking. somehow i've replaced real life entirely by the internet. why?
what the fuck.
we need to wake up. i'm not the only one. i'm doing it still, here i am - hello!
nothing matters unless it's documented we say
keep busy
better not stop or you're dead!
i've been having issues lately
but you can't say that on fucking facebook
there is a stigma, a string, it's attached to me and i'm bored of it.
does anyone get mad anymore? i still get mad