This is long. I'll edit some lj-cuts in tomorrow but for now...

Today was hard. They put Hobbes down today. Everyone took it hard. I even cried for her a little -- I knew I would cry with so many heartbroken people around me, but I didn't expect to cry for her when I never really liked her much. She just seemed a little snobby or high-strung. I don' ( Read more... )

Still not writing.

I reread Graceling and it was perhaps even more wonderful the second time through, but the amazing characterization gave me a huge inferiority complex ( Read more... )

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Okay few things I wanna cover, better list them first because when I get into one I might forget the others ( Read more... )

I talked to Danny about yesterday. At first he was actually upset; he said it hurts that we're building our lives together and planning even things like kids names and I didn't trust him. I reassured him that of course I trust him not to cheat on me. I mean, that doesn't mean it's not still upsetting. I explained that he doesn't even know ( Read more... )

Trying to catch up with school after a completely wasted spring break (when it comes to schoolwork anyway). I finished my lab report but I still have to print it out along with the little sheet things for the two primary sources I chose. I have to fill those two out but I doubt it can take long, which is why I decided to let it wait for morning ( Read more... )

So I feel ridiculously better today, and super appreciative of what I have in Danny. ( To tell the whole story, I'll start with the text Morgan sent yesterday. )

I felt a ton, and I mean a ton better yesterday. To the point that I felt ridiculous for even having the worries mentioned in my previous post. ( But today... )

So I'm having trouble with myself.

Danny's becoming really good friends with a girl he works with, a girl I could also be really good friends with, but for some reason it won't stop bothering me. I trust him, but it still won't stop bothering me, and I don't completely understand why. I get aspects of it... so let me go into it ( Read more... )