so i made a dreamwidth for long fic i'm too lazy to split up into chapters

[kenkabu]

--and I posted in it!

(if you'd like to judge me on how 90% of the things i write feature kris in them, don't worry, i'm way ahead of you)

Title: Analytical Composition of Alternative Romance Theory
Details: Kris/Chanyeol, one-sided Tao/Kris; ~25,100 words; PG-13
Warnings: issues of bullying and homophobia, use of homophobic slurs; PLEASE AVOID

Comments

[fullofsummer]

I'm rly sorry for commenting here instead of the fic itself but I can never get OpenID to work for me and I don't have a dreamwidth, so ;__; hope it isn't too out of place

[kenkabu]

TT________________TT this comment!!!!!!!!!!! i'm over the moon about it, thank you so much! not even sure how to reply other than to thank you a billion times i guess haha T___T i'm just relieved and happy all around because of your reaction. glad you liked chanyeol's characterization, i really really enjoyed your mini-analysis about it; i think he's much deeper than he lets on too. like not saying that exo is dumb in comparison or that chanyeol is rreally intelligent, but he seems to have a smart and capable head on his shoulders, but there's still a sorta sloppy side to him that comes out sometimes (like when he totally embarrassed himself dancing on weekly idol) that i find very interesting and almost... humanizing, if i can put it like that (but not in a robot-sense, in an idol-sense). but yeah i think you have a very strong headcanon of chanyeol so i'm super happy you liked him in my fic! :) kris is just undefinable, i don't blame you for finding him a total question mark, but as long as he didn't seem totally OOC or something

[colorfunk]

SPOT goddamnit back soon once i'm a real person again

[kenkabu]

\( #`⌂´)/┌┛looɥɔs

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[colorfunk]

here we gooooooo

so like it's NO SECRET that my love for kris has suffered recently, and with it my love for kris ships, but NOW... reading this... :< one of the reasons krisyeol and i have kinda broken up is cause my ship fondness relied heavily on kris the Duizhang, and once duizhang was gone i didn't rly understand it anymore?? but YOU. YOU. strike a wonderful balance between kris-boyfriend-candidate-#1 and kris-loser-#0, so we are 100% in agreement with chanyeol when he feels like WHO THE HELL IS THIS EMBARRASSING GUY, I LIKE /THIS/ GUY? but then we also get WHY chanyeol'd like him, someone who has an impenetrable sense of humor, ridiculously low energy half the time, but someone who's ultimately also honest, considerate, open with his sweetness and insecurity despite the overall stiffness, maybe someone who isn't a guy i can see leading chanyeol around anymore but definitely someone i can see walking comfortably alongside him

i mean The awe Chanyeol had first felt at Kris' stature and subtle charisma had petered out fairly

[kenkabu]

how obvious was it that chanyeol in this was basically my avatar in epitomizing my kris feelings? i fell for duizhang kris too and miss him so much; no one is more ashamed than i am that despite kris basically cutting up that image with a pair of rusty shears, i am still... so... stupidly attached....... even more so, probably. if i could even re-evoke a modicum of that affection in you, colorfunk, i am just so thankful ;;;;;;;;;A;;;;;;;;; YOUR RELUCTANT ENJOYMENT IS MORE THAN I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR LOL

someone who's ultimately also honest, considerate, open with his sweetness and insecurity despite the overall stiffness, maybe someone who isn't a guy i can see leading chanyeol around anymore but definitely someone i can see walking comfortably alongside him this basically says it all, doesn't it? your words sing to my soul, i just want to shout YES YES YESSSS in your ears and kiss your appalled face