i havent wrote in this thing in forever, but i'm going to try journaling while i'm at school this year. I bet it'll help with my typing and/or writing skill ... we shall see ( Read more... )

nobody means what they say and what they do mean they wont say.

i've come to the conclusion that seth was right about mike, and mike was right about seth.

they each thought that the other was an asshole.

this is that thing that becca tagged me for where you have to write 6 things/quirks about yourself. i tagg some other people. like, you. so go do it ( Read more... )

i can never say that i didn't love seth. in fact, i can't really say that i don't love him now, but what i can say is that ( Read more... )

" ... and if he never calls again, i wll always think of him fondly ... as an asshole."

i miss him so much. i want to call him all the time just to tell him something that happened or to ask him a question or to just to say "i love you" like i used to ... but i cant. guys, it's killing me. most times i'm ok now, but i still think about him absolutely every second. i dont understand... he said he loved me and that he would never leave ( Read more... )

seth and i smoked because we were arguing about what to eat cause he wanted dominoes and i hate dominoes but he said that if i smoked it would be the best pizza ever. so we did. and it was. and then for some reason we started talking about public restrooms and he was all "i dont use those EVER" and i thought it was hilarious because that means that ( Read more... )

i'm in a really pessimistic mood and have been for a pretty long time now. all i want to do is go out every night and sleep everyday ... i dont even care about school, swimming, or people anymore. i just want to have fun again and lately it seems like i can only have an okay time when i drink or smoke because then i tend to forget about everything ( Read more... )

Three ThingsThree things that scare me:1:tornados and category 5 hurricanes ... heh 2:murderers and rapists 3:the dark Three people who make me laugh:1:dad 2:uncle glen 3:seth Three Things I love:1:my birthday! 2:warm weather 3:sleeping next to seth Three Things I hate:1:anxiety and panic attacks 2:asthma 3:idiots Three things I don't understand:1: ( Read more... )