i need to rant. i dont know if i just expect too much or what ( Read more... )

this is the first valentines day that i have a boyfriend. yet i find myself completely unhappy and still hating this day. i dont think anyone will ever understand how i live my life right now. my friends think im distant but if you were my true friend youd still be there for me and still show that you care, but most of them dont, including my ( Read more... )

our first hawks game together!

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nick asked me to be his girlfriend finally after 3 months of dating ( Read more... )

even though i am overwhelmed at the moment with schoolwork, i am completely happy.
i had strepthroat this week. im on antibotics right now for that.
my classes are going so well. im trying my best to keep up but its hard sometimes not to get distracted.
last weekend i went out probably way too much. if i wasnt out, i fell asleep.

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why does he have to say certain things? "i miss yr parents" or  get a stupid sad voice when i say i have to go ( Read more... )

this summer has been one of the most successful and accomplished summers i have had.
i enjoyed myself the first 5 weeks, worked my ass off in my chem class for the next 8, and got a job in the past 2 weeks.
i got completely over santos, finally.
and lost 5lbs, have a regular workout plan, and eat ten times healthier.
i am happy, busy and healthy.

what is my problem? do i just come off like a bitch? am i mean to people and not know it ( Read more... )

ha i love going onto yahoo in the morning and finding articles like this.
he does number 2, number 5, number 6, number 8, number 9 and number 10.

i love the fact that i finally dont feel lost around campus after almost 2 years.
this class is going to be as bad as i feared. it will be so great to have it done though.