worst day in awhile. my spacebar is breaking.it only likes to work selectivetimes. and i start mysummerclass tomorrow, whereimgoing to have to write long lab reports. sucky ( Read more... )

ive actually been happy lately. my summer has been going great. i have about one week left before my summer school class begins. i lost 4 lbs, ive been working out consistantly and im actually noticing changes, and im blonde again. im so indecisive about my hair color. it sucks. i feel like i shouldnt have done anything to it and just left it alone ( Read more... )

all i want to do is become golden, have a great desirable body and be happy.
i got my grades today. i got ALL B's!!!!!!! how did i get a B in calc!!!?!?!?! im pretty proud of myself right now.
so far my summer has been really great. i hope it keeps going like this.

i almost made it. this semester is almost over. only finals week left.
ive been struggling so badly. once the semester is completely over im going to check out some other universities to see if i want to switch to an medical lab tech degree. right now i really want to transfer no matter what it means for when i graduate.
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i feel like a lot has happened lately.
i turned 22 last week. im actually starting to feel like an adult now. i took my nose piercings out. im left with two nice scars that im trying to get rid of now. my actual birthday was a disaster. i was incredibily angry and mad at myself. santos stood me up. on my birthday. but i shouldve known better really ( Read more... )

ive been wanting to do this for so long. i finally did it.
i caught him with another girl. i wanted to vomit, i couldnt breath, all i could do was walk away. as fast as i could.

i have been in the best of mood the last few days. today i woke up happy, got ready for class and then discover santos has taken my keys with him to work by accident. i then plan on just not going to class and taking the L down to pick my keys up and possibly shopping on michigan ave since it was so beautiful today. this was my first time riding ( Read more... )

last weekend i went to mardi gras in st.louis, MO. it was a blast. i got a total of maybe 6 hours of sleep the whole weekend. it was worth it though.
i also got bead lash at the parade. and i discovered i love hurricane drinks.

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i have finally decided to just go with the flow.  if it comes back around, it was meant to be. otherwise it wasnt and other better things will come along. no matter how hard and lonely it is. 
im also growing my hair out for real this time. to my shoulders.
im tired a lot of the time. but i think its just cause im sad.
my mom had her surgery today. ( Read more... )

this was a pretty good weekend except for today. i flew a kite for the first time ever with my BFF!

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