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i need to rant. i dont know if i just expect too much or what.
i just was so excited for this birthday because i thought it was going to be great. i had my makeup done perfect just like i wanted and i had a super cute and sexy dress.
first i dont understand how hard it is for people to give me compliments. absolutely no one told me i looked pretty. its my FUCKING birthday. no matter what you are suppose to tell the birthday girl she is pretty. second of all i wanted to spend it with my boyfriend. but for some reason he had to go and get stupid drunk. he never made it to the place we were going. i got to party for 40 mins and i had to leave to take care of him, while all my friends didnt even care that i wasnt there and kept telling me how great my birthday was. why dont you just rub it in. i know i am being selfish but it was MY party and i wasnt even THERE! ugh now my spring break is over and i cant go out until the end of the semester because i am failing my organic chem class and if i do not pass the class i will not graduate in the fall like i expected.
maybe im just over tired but im sitting here crying and feeling beyond stupid.
i just was so excited for this birthday because i thought it was going to be great. i had my makeup done perfect just like i wanted and i had a super cute and sexy dress.
first i dont understand how hard it is for people to give me compliments. absolutely no one told me i looked pretty. its my FUCKING birthday. no matter what you are suppose to tell the birthday girl she is pretty. second of all i wanted to spend it with my boyfriend. but for some reason he had to go and get stupid drunk. he never made it to the place we were going. i got to party for 40 mins and i had to leave to take care of him, while all my friends didnt even care that i wasnt there and kept telling me how great my birthday was. why dont you just rub it in. i know i am being selfish but it was MY party and i wasnt even THERE! ugh now my spring break is over and i cant go out until the end of the semester because i am failing my organic chem class and if i do not pass the class i will not graduate in the fall like i expected.
maybe im just over tired but im sitting here crying and feeling beyond stupid.