So, I've challenged myself to sixty days of celibacy. No kissing, touching, licking etc and so on. No porn, not masturbating, zero ( Read more... )

 No matter when I wake up, it feels like 4AM. It's not cold enough. I want distractions but I don't want other people.
Is it too much?
Sometimes I feel like all I need is someone who is able to look at me from a different angle. Maybe they'll find what I'm looking for.
I don't want it to stop, just give me enough time to catch my breath.Goodnight

Probably not even going to apologize this time. I'm too busy to indulge you.

You want the truth? Well, here you fucking go ( Read more... )

 You're signed in and neither of us has made a move. I'm assuming you're writing your essay and would prefer not to be disturbed. But why would you be online if you were busy ( Read more... )

This could go one of two ways ( Read more... )

"It takes more effort to fake a smile, you know."

I knew. 
So tired and that's why.
I couldn't sleep if I didn't exhaust myself first.
I choose ills over pills because i need to know I can still feel something.
Take it or leave it. I recommend you run like hell.

 Sometimes you know the words are there. You can almost read them but your brain won't make them legible ( Read more... )

She was gazing out the window when I entered the room. She did not flinch when the door opened nor did she seem to notice it closing ( Read more... )

Often I have found myself wondering if she should really be here. I've noticed how she can manipulate her behavior to suit others, for example, today, her friends came to visit with her. She was bright, cheerful and interacting with them just as you and I would ( Read more... )