i'm done with guys for a while. i'm just havin the worst luck with guys this year. i can't wait for january 1st, 2006. myabe then it will all change...

PS- fuck u...both of u

so i have recently been informed that i took the link to this out of my AIM profile. i did not know that people still read this thing, let alone people who don't have one of their own. i must say, i was shocked. but newho, i deff havent updated in a long time. a lot of stuff has happened, too much to mention, really ( Read more... )

uh oh!!! an update!!!
1. i now have a myspace...pathetic, i know
2. buster is back and as good as ever
3. i'm havin a halloween party saturday 7:30-11:30 at my house. if ur readin this, u can come

so as if my day hasnt been bad enough, i found out today that the lady and her baby who were hit by that big ass truck a few days ago was my baby alex from work and his mommy jennifer. so needless to say, worked sucked. this day has sucked beyond belief. to top it off, jennifer's other son, jack (he's 4), just found out today that his mommy died ( Read more... )

ok so i might have said some stuff out of anger. it doesnt mean i truely meant it. maybe now i'm having regrets. or maybe i'm just jealous cuz it seems he's moved on to better things. so i'm super happy for him but i miss him. and wtf am i doin up at almost 2 in the morning when i have to get up at 7:30 and practice at 9:30? u tell me...i've got 1 ( Read more... )

ok so here's the deal. i deff need to catch up with my checkbook and pay my parents back for senior pics and stuff. then i'm gonna go cash my checks or deposit them. either way, i'm deff feelin a major shopping spree comin on this weekend. reason #1-i want to start looking nicer in hopes that the guys will notice HAHAHA #2-i'm sick of the same shit ( Read more... )

ok...someone tell me who the fuck it was. my dad says i know them but he wont tell me who they are. i'm scared and i know tomorrow at school will be absolutely awful. someone please break the news to me now. and it just occurred to me that the names werent released to the public yet. so as soon as anyone knows, please call me...i hope its not who i ( Read more... )

what the fuck is up. so much has happened since my last update that i would never be able to write it all down, especially with the emotions involved. but honestly, i just wish everyone would forget about it or at least get over it and move on. what happened happened and i cant change it. if u have no idea what i'm talking about, dont ask cuz i ( Read more... )

ok, so here we go.

school has been insane. can't catch a break for lovin or money. for the past 2 weeks, i have not gotten to bed til 12:30 or later...most nights it was 2:30 or 3. i thought senior year was supposed to be easier...i was VERY wrong. and work has been crazy too. the other day i was sill there at 6:15 with 4 babies. i was the last one ( Read more... )

in response to szuyung's latest entry, i would like her to know that she is respected by many, myself included. honestly gurl, what would i do without u? u are smart, and beautiful, helpful, talented, fucking hilarious, and so much more. if someone doesn't respect u, they obviously dont deserve urs. apparently they dont know what a great person ( Read more... )