once again.. im abandoning this.
im going crazy.. after all.

fucking fun nite ( Read more... )

what a night. i passed out during the party, and i woke up at like 4am to find dustin curled up on the dining room floor. i guess he got sick of waiting for everyone to get off the couch and leave lol. last nite was fun, and glad alex came over since she's leaving for cali tonite. we've barely known her 3 weeks and she's already going! why can't ( Read more... )

nothing like a drunken stupor
to really put depression into perspective
tonite was dustin's birthday.. and people are at my house right now
but im so unhappy..

i think im going to cry.
what the fuck.

i don't even feel like writing this right now ( Read more... )

work was boring ( Read more... )

you know ( Read more... )

aw poor lainey ( Read more... )

great nite again tonite, although i really should have taken a nap earlier bc now i can barely hold my head up.. too much drinking will help this whole sleeping process along too i guess. i talked to my dad today... he was actually cordial.. and it felt like i was talking to someone that loved me.. i did love that conversation.. im going to daytona ( Read more... )

one of the best nights on record ( Read more... )