username: keena_again

I'm starting over. Somewhere else. Username... posted soon.

My life lately? As cliche as this seems... I"m trying to figure out who the hell I am. I need to figure out what makes me happy. Right now, my boyfriend is my only main source of happiness... and that's not okay. Because one day, he may not be there ( Read more... )

Friends Only.

I want to be more real. I want to say it all. I want to post pictures. I want some security.

So add me, and I'll add you back.

I took the train home on Monday. It was nice to get away for a few hours.. got my hair braided, saw my dog, ate 2 grinders, good stuff. Tuesday night, I was back in Philly. I actually missed my crew here.

Last night... I got cocked out of my mind. I needed it. Roomie and I won 8 games of beer pong... as I chatted away with shy, "scruffy" elevator ( Read more... )

I dont think I'm exhausted... I just need something new to fascinate me. "Been there, drank that" is a frustrating thought.

Lets review: I sucked @ the beer pong tourny [2 nights in a row], had the cops bust my roomie for having beer in the room, paddled some bare frat boy asses in the middle of Broad Street, helped the girls get ready for the ( Read more... )

The Girl. Likes to party. Likes to drink. Enjoys the company of guys. She has a boyfriend. A very serious boyfriend ( Read more... )

Looking in the mirror, I can't believe my life. I'm not just saying this because of him... because [ideally] he doesn't control my happiness. I say that because everything just has a way of working out. And SOMETIMES it even seems as though perfection exists. Those moments when you step outside of yourself, look around, and realize that you're a ( Read more... )

Boyfriend said I would get to Philly and go wild. Wild isnt quite the word. I dont know how to describe it actually... I've had fun. If fun means getting wasted. Yeah so ( Read more... )

Things have a way of working out. And sometimes... when you say you're fine, you really are. Anyway ( Read more... )

I AM SO FUCKED ( Read more... )