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I hate the way everyone is overlooking my situation, and making me feel small-minded and naive ( Read more... )

I wonder if you still see me as a friend, or if you ever did at all.

You know I can't help but feel a little rejected when I'm always the one that has to initiate any kind of social activity with you.

We were quite good friends, as far as I remember. But that's life.

BACK TO MY MPO ESSAY!

As a kid, you blush and giggle at the mention of sex, do you not? It seems like something so adulterous, so forbidden. But as you grow older, you come to realise it is such a normal part of human life!

I think as an adult its still relatively awkward to talk about it outloud, but hey, everyone knows everyone does it! Hahaha, well almost everyone. ( Read more... )

Right after my surgery, I kept bleeding, down there. Its the last thing you want when you're in hospital, unable to move, unable to shower, unable to maintain your own hygiene. I mean, nurses can only help clean you, to a certain extent ( Read more... )

Aaaahhh, don't mind the mopey post previously. THINGS ARE LOOKING BETTER! I guess I just feel really isolated, staying at home ALL DAY, EVERYDAY, when I know theres so many better things I could be doing ( Read more... )

I can only seem to think of the past, not the future.

I'm at home recovering now, and instead of thinking about recovering completely and living my life again, I'm thinking about what I've been through in the past month, and dwelling on it. I feel like I can't be the same person I was before.

I just want my normal life back.

http://www.livejournal.com/~ckny_

I don't want to make this seem like a New Years Resolution, because they're stoopit and are rarely even followed up. Well you can classify this as one if you want, but I really just see it as an ad hoc ambition.

BE NICE(R)*

* Unless one is not nice to you ( Read more... )

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