hi jacob ( Read more... )

i just reread all my old entries. "time marches on" as my grandfather would say. christy and debbie told me they found my livejournal and read the entires. i wish i remembered what they said about 'em. i love christy and debbie. christy and debbie, if you're reading this please know that i didn't just type that in the off chance you'll look at ( Read more... )

tonight christy and went to new jersey for the first time in our entire lives. 10 mins and were across the river. we saw trees and grass. and a kid's baseball field. which had the new york skyline as its backdrop ( Read more... )

i've been really disapointed in people lately. it's usually having expectations that sets you up for disapointment, but i never hold anyone or anything to expectations because of that exact reason ( Read more... )

i wish someone like jake epstein's character craig existed in real life ( Read more... )

there is so much drama surrounding the life of an average suburban teenager, and i consider myslef extremely fortunate to be one of the chosen few who has thus far avoided it.

(i dunno if anyone knew this, but last year i developed this pretty strong obsession for andy warhol and i think it's redeveloping)

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well i don't know what i feel, so don't tell

i can't find my real life journal anywhere, and to be quite honest that scares me entirely way too much.

i hate that it's 06/06/06 and i didn't do anything interesting/nothing interesting happened.

i feel like i'm always busy and never do anything for myself. i wish i had a birthday coming up or something.

tonight after work i picked up james and headed to panara to get hannah. she greeted us with a box of semi-stale cookies and bagels, and james and i sat in a booth and watched her clean for about twenty minutes. there were 8 other people there, yet it still took over an hour to close. hannah looked so unatural and out of place holding a mop and ( Read more... )