Ended the relationship I thought would never end, got into another relationship which started well but is now cooling off fast. Oh well, I know there is a girl out there for me so I will keep looking.

My last entry was over a year ago but it was very significant.  I talked about the serious conversation I had with the couple I was working for.  At that time one of the things we discussed was sex and sexuality.  I had never been satisfied with any man I had dated and all of my relationships had ended in disaster.  They introduced me to a friend, ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I written anything for this journal.  Maybe I have a boring life right now.  Actually I do not a lot happening other then the same thing everyday - looking after two small kids.  Actually Saturday evening I did do something just a little different.  The man and lady I work for were being nice and asked me to join them ( Read more... )

Well Corey is gone.  I am glad I had a serious talk with him as we have serious differences in almost all of our core beliefs, especially his desire to have children.  He is much more conservative then I could ever relate to.  Someone told me to always discuss these things at the beginning of a relationship so you do not get too emotionally ( Read more... )

Another week is over as is another week of kids.  Every week makes me more determined to not have children so that is one good thing to come of this summer.  I spent all of last weekend with Corey which I would not normally do after just meeting someone.  However, we really hit it off and it seemed like a the thing to do.  It worked out very well ( Read more... )

What a shitty day I had.  The kids I was watching were 100% awful.  Into everything, fighting, and being about as bad as they could be.  This was another confirmation of why I will never have children.  However, things really took a turn for the better tonight.  Corey called and we had a very nice 2 hour conversation.  I think I am going to like ( Read more... )

I received a call last night from a guy, Corey, who I met about a week and a half ago.   We had a great conversation, and he wants to go out tomorrow night.   He seems like a nice guy so I hope we hit it off well.

Here I am a new member trying to find my way around this site as I am also trying to find my way in life.  I have grown up in a very repressed family, and am in the process of becoming my own person.  I have just finished my first year of college, and am hoping to one day become a medical doctor concentrating in women's health.  Leaving home for ( Read more... )