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[kaybee098]

i did that thing again. that thing that im not supposed to do. i did it alot

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[lil_dancer87]

mutilation? umm i dont think u should be representing anything that sounds like mutilation in a physical way. it may be easier to deal with then emotional pain but its bad, i kno i did it.

if thats not what ur talking about at all sorry for the intrusion an oh my! u learned something new about me! lol

[kaybee098]

well. that is what im talking about...it seems to be a girl thing, huh? spencer, as usual, is clueless.

thank you so much. you always have something nice to say, and it makes me really happy that you care about someone that you dont even know all that well. thanks.

[lil_dancer87]

well i kno how it feels to feel sucky ive been through most of those psychological problems so i try to put rays of sunshine where i can

[xteamxfreshx]

Nobody tells me anything, I'm just a lonely unknowing college kid.

[kaybee098]

spencer. thomas. kimball. i tell you everything, all the time. you just never seem to hear it.

its ok though. i love you anyways.

[rbd_pnguin]

Like I said earlier, you're disrespecting your body in a physical way Meg. That's what mutilation IS. I've done research and shit on it, trust me...

[kaybee098]

lea, i love you so much. i want you to realize this. i also want you to realize that i am not a text book case, im not a research paper, and im not scientifically accurate. im a little messed up, yeah, but you cant tell me that you understand because youve seen it in the pages of a book. i love you, with all my heart, but explaining it to me theoretically and psychologically doesnt make it any better. but thank you. and i do listen to you. i just dont listen to myself.

[the_kina]

oh meg...big hugs and lots of love from me to you. talk to me whenever you want.

[kaybee098]

it makes me feel better just knowing that there are people like you in the world.

[anonymous]

Hey you dont know me... well maybe you do, i dont really know. I've seen you around school and stuff but i've read some of your journal entries and they make me sad.. even though i dont even talk to you. but you seem like a really nice girl and its not right that you take out your unhappyness by hurting yourself on the outside. by now your probably thinking "what the fuck do you know?", well i guess i dont know a lot about you but i can tell you about myself and maybe that might help you a little. well lets's see we can start w/ the fact that you are unhappy. dont worry from 8-10 grade my life sucked and i did a lot of what you did. but now im a lot closer to my friends and that seems to help. basicly what im trying to say is tell your freinds whats going on in your life im sure they would love to help. and instead of hurting yourself try writing or drawing what ever is bugging you on some paper, tape it to the road, and watch cars run over it. aha i dont know, it was just a sugestion. i just hope that everything goes better for you

[kaybee098]

its a shame that you didnt leave a name for me, i would love to talk to you. it means a lot knowing that there are total strangers out there who can feel compassion towards someone that they only see. but it makes me ask alot of superficial questions...like, how did you connect this journal to someone you only see in school? and why dont you talk to me? i dont bite. i promise. i only lick a little bit...

kidding. but you can say hello to me whenever youd like, and know that i already love you just for commenting and being sincere. thanks.

[check_your_fly]

your welcome. i saw your journal through michelles and mine is check_you_fly its freinds only but ill add you so that you can see it.

aimee

[lil_dancer87]

woo im super cool now haha