I have issues. It's no surprise to anyone who's had me as part of their life in the past year that I'm not the same person I once was. I've become an asshole and pushed away some of the best people i've ever known. And for whatever reason I made believe that I had forgiven the person who set me on this path. I haven't. I'm fucked up because of you ( Read more... )

Over the past few nights I've been getting almost TOO MUCH sleep, which has led to me having actual dreams. I honestly couldn't tell you the last time I experienced dreams more than one night a month. It just doesn't happen. Probably because I'm not able to get a full cycle of sleep or whatnot in a four hour span of slumber. My dream on Tuesday ( Read more... )

Holy shit. LJ has changed a bit since I last used it back in October. Haha. Yeah, I don't think I'm going to start writing in this again, I just felt like posting something. Farewell.

I just ate some weird thing I got out of the fridge at work. It's a calzone and I'm pretty sure there was veal in it. I'm not sure though. I'm hoping that the cheese tasting stuff was actually cheese. The sauce I know was sauce. That much I am sure of. My stomach is feeling like it hates me for eating something that was probably made fresh two ( Read more... )

"When In Doubt, Get Down On Your Knees And Suck"

I love that line. It's funny.


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Friday: This was pretty much the best day. Of all time perhaps. I hung out with Angela and we went to run my usual every other Friday errands, except this was different because I got tickets to see Coheed. Yeah! I'm so pumped up. Yup, I also got the graphic novel, which is very confusing. Later in the day I hung out with Danielle and we made ( Read more... )

Jose: Hurry up, let's go, I want to go home.

Me: Will you shut the fuck up?!

Jose: Just leave it like that, it's good.

Me: No way, no. Now that you say that I'm totally going to fix it. It's not good at all. You don't know how to make things look good. You make a cake and only put half the frosting on it. Thats a metaphor for your existence.

She's a beautiful one, although she doesn't know it.
Noone's ever really given her the chance to show it.
Her previous tenants left her a mess on the inside.
Now I'm spring cleaning, trying to uncover her pride.
I try to tell her she's great but I don't think she believes me.
I know she knows that I know she knows she needs me.

When our love turns to loss in the turn of two letters
And I question the fact that you think you know better.
I'll stand at attention to salute your short
Term memory loss which causes you to
Forget all the things you and I used to do.