About 3-4 days ago, Chris decided to let me know he wants to stay at the canyon and that he wants us to break up ( Read more... )

I had this post to post about how I was afraid of Chris leaving me and then I decided I didnt want to go into details with my fears. So that's all you're going to get, I'm terrified of losing someone who seemingly is meant for me.

In other news, working on a yarn tail.

I should probably get on meds.

Yesterday was kind of a rough day for me. I woke up and stole Jon's phone to get a hold of Chris. As soon as I open the browser I'm greeted by porn of a bunch of much prettier women. I immediately feel inadequate and break down. I know its completely irrational but now whenever I think of myself in any sexual position I feel disgusting and want to ( Read more... )

Day 6 - Most annoying character.


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FYI, everytime I interact with another Borderline person, it reminds me of how much i absolutely hate people like that. And then I remember I'm like that. And then I realize I should do the world a favor and shoot myself. And then I don't, because I'm Borderline and we're all smokes and mirrors and talk. Plus I'm too much of a pussy ( Read more... )