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Wherein I still make bad decisions sometimes
The breakfast I chose to make myself this morning is, three hours later, still threatening to return like Ahnold in the first Terminator. I thought it would be a good idea: A Sunday morning breakfast like cowboys had at a saloon served by a big-titted hooker with a heart of gold and washed down with hearty gulpfuls of whiskey. I'll say this though ( Read more... ) -
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Everything is jammed up, and I keep piling on more. I am unstable and it's going to come crashing down around me. -
Snapshot
For my adoring masses:
Things these days seem to be leveling out. I say that now, but I'm just climbing out of a moderate 3 week depression which came on without warning, so maybe it isn't so much leveling as regaining, because it doesn't actually "level" until after you come down a little from the post depression apex. To illustrate my point:
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Long, long time
I haven't been here in forever! I miss you, Livejournaland.
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I already have it figured, see-
Here is what I foresee happening, and it breaks my heart more than a little bit if I linger on it. I wont stay in the kitchen, I'll go back to school and someday finally for acupuncture which will pay for my serious culinary addiction. Until then, I will still lust after chefs and their whiskey and their dishes.
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I love the internet.
Astonishing photo taken in the late 70’s, showing a man feeding a polar bear and his cubs with milk in the north Russia border.
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5 Year Plan/Recap
So, recently, a friend and mentor invoked the concept of the "Five Year Plan" to me, a phrase which has the peculiar effect of putting me in twitches. After having a few hours of Classic Freak Out, I decided to rework the concept and write down all the things I have accomplished in the last five years to give me an idea of how far I've come*. I ( Read more... ) -
I like this
A sage asked his followers, 'Why do people yell at each other when they are upset ( Read more... ) -
Question to you
How can I, as someone who tries to acknowledge people's actions and freely express my gratitude, process in my brain when others don't do the same? It does not work to say "some people suck" or anything like that, because it falls into "why should i..." and "if I do, then ( Read more... )
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