I am a very lost girl. I have never been so confused as I am now. I have no idea what I want out of life right now and I feel like everything is moving in slow motion. I'm not happy. I know that I need some changes soon...It's so strange how you can have something for so long and love it so much and then one day realize it's not something that ( Read more... )

"I like when it's you and me. I like when we go our seperate ways but then we meet back together again and I love it. I love it all. Those times are what is special to me ( Read more... )

Going to college scares me a bit. I'm totally excited and I'm almost ready to go but damn it's such a big change. I am leaving most of the people I love. It feels so wrong. But then again I'm going to be able to make new realationships which I will love just as much but never more than the ones I have already. I'm going to be near austin again. ( Read more... )

So I had this dream last night and I woke up feeling like I was going to cry. I was scared to death. I was so scared that I actually was afraid to close my eyes in the shower when I washed my face ( Read more... )

humans are shallow.

I had something good to say but then it went away. It was about this person I know and how much I care for them...I wanted to kiss their pains and make the things that hurt them stop. But along came my parents and messed with my good mood. Stupid heads. I guess it's not all their fault...they can't help being parents sometimes ( Read more... )

They stabbed me with needles ( Read more... )

Yeah so I haven't updated in LJ in so long. It's not that I haven't tried...it's just that every time I start writing I erase it becaus I suddenly don't feel like saying it anymore. It's like just typing it out...my little problems...is enough to make me feel better I suppose. It's strange how people get into relationships and are with them for ( Read more... )

I've made some new friends and I've lots a few friends. Both of which are for the best. I suppose speaking my mind gets me in a little trouble but I would rather speak my mind and be heard than allow bad things to happen and not do anything about them. I would be a total crappy person then ( Read more... )

School blah. Too stressful for the Katelyn. Scholarships blah. Too stressful for the Katelyn ( Read more... )