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Going to college scares me a bit. I'm totally excited and I'm almost ready to go but damn it's such a big change. I am leaving most of the people I love. It feels so wrong. But then again I'm going to be able to make new realationships which I will love just as much but never more than the ones I have already. I'm going to be near austin again. Strange...but I'm actually nervous. Things won't be like they use to be. I'm not big on change...I don't handle it well sometimes. I hope I can make it through these major shifts in my life. What am I going to do without my parents? I don't really cook....oh god. I plan on buying a microwave cook book. I think maybe I can make it with that. What if I don't like my roommate....I guess I get a new one but god...oh god.
I'm gonna miss Jess. She is my Jess...it breaks my heart to not be with her. Wow it's actually making me a bit teary eyed. Okay I'll worry about that when the time comes.
I hate this but I love it. Bitter Sweet.
$14,000 a year....I'm going to be in debt for the rest of my life...fabulous.
My goodness....life goes by so quickly.
I'm gonna miss Jess. She is my Jess...it breaks my heart to not be with her. Wow it's actually making me a bit teary eyed. Okay I'll worry about that when the time comes.
I hate this but I love it. Bitter Sweet.
$14,000 a year....I'm going to be in debt for the rest of my life...fabulous.
My goodness....life goes by so quickly.