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Yeah so I haven't updated in LJ in so long. It's not that I haven't tried...it's just that every time I start writing I erase it becaus I suddenly don't feel like saying it anymore. It's like just typing it out...my little problems...is enough to make me feel better I suppose. It's strange how people get into relationships and are with them for long periods of time and they are still learning new things about them. And it's strange how thinking one thing about a person and learning that they are something different totally changes your point of view of them. It's not neccessarily a bad thing...people just have a hard time with change. It doesn't help I've been an emotional basket case this last week. Stupid hormones...I hate being a chick sometimes. Being a guy seems so much simpler.
I turn 18 this wednesday. I will officially be an adult. It's kind of crazy because I still feel like I'm twelve....then again it could be because my lovely lady lumps are that of a twelve year old lol. It's also crazy to think this time next year my life could be in two completely different places. I could be in chapel hill close to my family and getting a great education yet trying to fit in with the yuppies or I could be in asheville fitting in fine with the hippies. I don't know...I guess it depends on who accepts me.
Breakfast is ready and my mom actually made gravy. Later everybody!!!
I turn 18 this wednesday. I will officially be an adult. It's kind of crazy because I still feel like I'm twelve....then again it could be because my lovely lady lumps are that of a twelve year old lol. It's also crazy to think this time next year my life could be in two completely different places. I could be in chapel hill close to my family and getting a great education yet trying to fit in with the yuppies or I could be in asheville fitting in fine with the hippies. I don't know...I guess it depends on who accepts me.
Breakfast is ready and my mom actually made gravy. Later everybody!!!