Wow...I have not updated in a while...things have been busy I guess. I am not really sure what to say...besides I have been very exhausted lately. I have no energy at all....I really don't- I think I am depressed- no energy and an overall lack of pleasure. I do not feel much excitement like I used to----really hoping this will pass....I am sure it ( Read more... )

I signed into my livejournal and it said that is has been 9 WEEKS since updating last- CRAZY. Wow, I can not believe that ( Read more... )

between a full time job and being a full time graduate student i feel busy....

also, wanting to be a good wife and spend time with my animals- BUSY

i have been eating like CRAP....

have to get back in control!

Last weeks weight: 376.2
This weeks weight: 374
Weight loss this week: 2.2

I am happy with this week.  Since starting working I have not been documenting my food on here as much- but I have been conscious about my food choices.  Last night was BAD but that happens....but this week I am happy with the weigh in...

Hopefully I will begin to have some time to journal more than just my accountability...but today that is all I got after a LONG day.

Breakfast: 2 pieces of toast w. cream cheese and jelly
                   Milk
Lunch: Lean Cuisine meal
Snack: Banana
Dinner: Large Ham sub with ham, provolone cheese, mayo, lettuce, green peppers, banana peppers, red ( Read more... )

Breakfast: two pieces of toast with peanut butter ( Read more... )

Even when I mess up......you forgive me and love me....

Thank you Sam....

Here is to making things right.....

today was bad food wise- i am dissapointed ( Read more... )

Not updated in a while ( Read more... )

Today was the first day on the job- and it went well.  I think I am going to like it- I have A LOT to learn but I am interested in learning it and really hope for the best....I will learn what I need to learn!!!!!! I have faith in me....but I am excited I had a good first day...I worked 11 hours- SO IT WAS LONG and I am tired.....but it went well ( Read more... )