why do i always do this. just when things are going great, i fuck it up. i have an amazing boyfriend. one that treats me better than i could ever imagine, and i fuck it up. things were fine, but my paranoia got the best of me. with school starting tomorrow, and him starting in a week, i'm so scared that things are going to change. like he's going ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

so how is everyone? good to hear...or read...or whatever ( Read more... )

awww...the feeling of relief is great....too bad i wont feel it for awhile. i've never been so stressed out. i think it making me sick. i dont know what to do. i mean i have an amazing boyfriend, and a job (shitty one, but a job none the less), and i've got two interviews coming up, so i'm bound to get a new job soon. i dont know. i've got a lot on ( Read more... )

this sucks. jake is going away for the weekend, and i can't even talk to him on the phone while he's gone. he's going to be in freeport, and the cell phone charges will be too high for us to talk or text. FUCK! i'm going to miss him so much.

I hope he misses me too.....

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! yeah i dont know. i'm in a really crazy mood. i'm really hungary, but i'm too tired to eat, but i'm really hyper at the same time. i'm kinda confused. i'm all over the place ( Read more... )

wow! i haven't writen in a while. maybe i should.....maybe....well, i guess i already am, so that decision is taken care of ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake


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so i have two job interviews this week. i have one at the best buy in crystal lake, and one at this office in crystal lake. i'm really excited. i hope this means i'll get a new job. i'm so sick of arbys it's not even funny. i'm hoping that if i get a job that i can finally QUIT ARBYS! yay! no more nancy, dana, or jenni. woo hoo! tomorrow is my ( Read more... )

hmmm....what do i really have to say. i don't have work til 6 and i'm only working for 3 hours. but on the bright side, i have an interview at circuit city on tuesday. the only problem is that it's in gurnee. so that's going to take me a good 35 minutes to get there, but hey. if they give me more hours, and i get more than 6.20 an hour. i'll be ( Read more... )