things are going well. i'm still really good friends with jake. i just hope he's has happy with it as i am. i can't imagine if we stopped talking.

nothing else is really going on. i'm kinda bored right now. i just got off work not too long ago, and now i have to finish up a paper. call me sometime if you wanna hang and i actually have time.

KT

i always do this. i care so much that i run them off. i finally get something great in my life, and i fuck it up. he was perfect, and i always thought he could do better than me, and now he's no longer mine. we haven't officially ended things, but he's trying so hard to make me happy, i feel he's not telling me how he really feels. it hurts so much ( Read more... )

Why is it that lately I have to be basically perfect just to make everyone happy. Is that the case? Honestly, to everyone that actually reads this, do I have to be perfect just to make you happy? Cuz I just don't know anymore.

I'm doing better than I was on my last post. I was just worried about a few things, but everything is getting better ( Read more... )

i don't really know what to talk about. things are...i don't know..weird right now. i'm not quite sure what to do ( Read more... )

life is good as of right now. i like my job for the most part. it's just a lot to memorize, so it's kinda hard at times, but i'm getting by ( Read more... )

Mom's home! yay! she had some sort of food poisoning, and she's all good now. well, she' still on medication, but at least now she can keep it down. I was so worried, and i actually worried other people, which doesn't happen very often. to those of you, i'm really sorry. i didn't mean to do that. but i was kinda afraid that she was going to die. ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do. my mom went to the hospital today, and is staying the night. we don't know what's wrong with her, and it scares me. i can't sleep, and i can't stop crying. i really need someone to hold me.....i just feel so miserable. someone shoot me...

things are going well at circuit city. i closed yesterday, and i learned how to do that. with the amount of times we had to recount the registers cuz they kept being counted wrong, i know how to close a register like the back of my hand. it's great ( Read more... )

well, i'm officially in college. i'm almost done with a whole week of it. yay! i love english and math. i know, weird to hear from me, but it's true. my english teacher is awesome, and my math teacher is ok, but i love the book layout. all i have to do is take notes, and i'm set. as soon as i write it down, i know what to do, and i can do my ( Read more... )