it was bound to happen

[katieren44]

i always do this. i care so much that i run them off. i finally get something great in my life, and i fuck it up. he was perfect, and i always thought he could do better than me, and now he's no longer mine. we haven't officially ended things, but he's trying so hard to make me happy, i feel he's not telling me how he really feels. it hurts so much when the one you care about no longer cares about you. i just dont know what to do with myself.

i'm sorry i couldn't be what you need. i'm sorry i was a waste of time for you. i never meant to hurt you. you were amazing and i took that for granted. all i really needed was to know that you cared. that's all. but i guess i just didn't cut it.