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so i was determined to start eating healthy today, like really needing to ( Read more... )

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i have eaten healthy every single day this week monday-today and i have lost 0 pounds. I am absolutely in shock. my weight is a DISGUSTING 132. absolutely revolting. dont you think it'd be so much easier for that number to drop because it's so high for me? Nope. Despite the fact that I have not eaten unhealthily and I have been going to the gym it ( Read more... )

welp. today's my birthday. i'm 24. damn that sounds old lol ( Read more... )

devin broke up with me last sun....will post more on it later. but why am i surprised? ha

im so fucking fat there are no words. i feel disgusting in my own body. i really want to feel good by my bday (oct 28th). tomorrow i am getting back on track no excuses

i hate my body

well my sudden overnight 4 pound weightloss was as expected too good to be true.....way too good to be true i guess because i woke up today at 128.5 after being 125.2 the day before and i didnt eat bad AND worked out yesterday.

wtf?

still fat :(

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i'm really struggling wiht my weight right now....it's not budging or it's going up half a pound here half a pound there...bad ( Read more... )

i'm so fat. 128. and i cant seem to get my act together at all. it's weird because idk if ive ever felt this uncomfortable in my own skin, even though my highest weight is a good 5-7 pounds heavier. i feel so uncomfortable and miserable in my own skin and am desperate to be thinner. then why cant i get my act together?