Feb 11, 2011 14:01
so i was determined to start eating healthy today, like really needing to.
so what did i do?
i woke up and ate 3 heaping bowls of cereal. Probably about 1000 calories worth.
what the fuck is my problem?!
133 today. i am disgusting.
i give my crown away sun march 13th. id like to wear my favorite pageant gown....last time i wore it i was 116. i think i could fit in it at maybe 120 tops.
i have 4 weeks to lose 13 pounds.
It's doable but is going to be hard.....and definitely is not going to happen if i continue eating this way.
i am miserable in my own skin.