I just want you

I miss you

I need you

I dont understand

I want to kiss you

I want to hug you

I want YOU

I hate the way I feel lately. I hate what I said to Matt the other night too. I thought it would help me but it didn't. I told him I wanted to be alone this weekend, I encouraged him to go to Cali and to NJ, and I told him that we would figure out the living situation. Not true. I didn't want to be alone this weekend, I want to go to Cali and NJ ( Read more... )

As much as this hurts and I never thought he'd put me through pain like this. I can't stop thinking about the Jason Mraz song and how PERFECT it is. I WONT GIVE UP ( Read more... )

She would have been 54 today... today was def. not a good day for me either, im in europe and the only place i want to be right now is HOME... ill be at her grave the moment i get into town to lay flowers down and to give my dad a huge hug and also to get a huge hug from matty at the train station... thatll make me feel more at home then ever ( Read more... )

while i fuck up more things in my life.

Things I'm def. not a fan of ( Read more... )

I've been thinking and I've decided that my asshole life is going to change drastically soon. I can't wait til the school year starts. lots of new things. Soccer, a somewhat start to a career, moving out of the house, getting my EMT. Its craziness. But i'm very excited. But seriously i feel like i've been a complete ass to everyone lately, and if I ( Read more... )

What an adventurous day yesterday! Ther are many things that I learned for my future trips to Six Flags. But then I also had an awesome day because we so devirginized sarah and rollercoasters! Which was the funniest thing ever ( Read more... )

The drops of rain they fall all over ( Read more... )