I flew out to Las Vegas to interview for a position with US Vets. They're a very stable company and I'd be career counseling again. They offered me the job and I really want to take it, but the salary is very low. Right now I'm in litigation with the company I work for, and I'm hoping I will get a settlement for being sexually assaulted at work. I ( Read more... )

I just read my last journal entry from 2010 and I wanted to puke. It's been three years and Kyle won't stop torturing me. Yes, I love him dearly but our relationship was so volatile. He wouldn't stop drinking and I took Benzos to stop the pain. It was hard to watch him withdrawal from alcohol. I would usually let him sweat it out in the bedroom and ( Read more... )

It's taken me awhile to get used to the fact that I live in Houston now. I miss California quite a bit, but I like my new home. Sometimes it's hard coming home to an empty apartment so I'm adopting a cat named Sophie. She's a persian and she's seven years old. She has a very mean face and she doesn't like wet cat food. I didn't think I'd ever have ( Read more... )

This is my first time writing in my journal since I moved to Houston. I have a cute apartment and I'm liking life here. My job is stressful, but other than that, I like living in the country. I like the fact that I'm not that close to Houston. Humble is small and the people are nice ( Read more... )

It's been almost a year since I've posted in my journal. I guess you could say that my life is full of drama right now. My boss took off on leave and now I'm left at the office with these weirdos that I can't really stand. I had made the decision that if my boss ever left, I would most likely go with her, or transfer to another school. At this ( Read more... )

I'm going to start journaling again because if I don't I know that I will go insane. My boss decided to take her third stress leave and this time she'll be gone for a month. I am now the sitting director of career services. I almost threw up today because I really didn't want it at first. Then I thought to myself, if I panic and don't man up right ( Read more... )

It's been such a long time since I've updated my livejournal. I'm doing it now for therapeutic reasons. I don't feel like blogging on facebook or myspace because I don't want my ex classmates, friends, or old professors to see my entries. I'm at a place in my life where I feel like I need to make a choice. I really want to make a change. I've been ( Read more... )

I've been letting my hair grow out to give to locks of love. It needs to get a tad bit longer and then I can't finally donate. I wonder if they'll take color processed hair? I would think so. The long hair is starting to grow on me. I actually like it. I used to have my hair cut every two months, but now I do it once every six months. I've had ( Read more... )

Sadly I have a problem with internet shopping. Tonight I decided to unwind by buying a $80 dress from Ann Taylor. I don't know why I did it, but it was calling to me. In the last two months I've purchased two dresses from Ann Taylor and I don't really need a third but I figured, "What the hell." I guess that my day at work was rather hectic, so I ( Read more... )

We found out that one of our classmates was killed by a murderer in the city of Redondo Beach. I had an ex (boyfriend,) who used to laugh at me when I told him that bad things happened in the beach cities. Well, guess who was right. My question is, why didn't any of the "men," in the bar offer to walk her out to her car. That makes me angry beyond ( Read more... )