yesterday i hung out with pat. it was fun. we had chicken fingers and talked about some things. then he had to go home so my mom came and picked me up downtown. andrea melyssa and nicole drove by :) i waved. i saw josh at work.he smiled at me.. i was like yay! haha he is adorible.then i saw tommy and mike grant walk into douglas house. so i was ( Read more... )

hey people. a ton of shit has happened withen the past few days. im grounded as u all know. i lost about 4 friends because peole make stupid choices. not upset about most of the losses. and then i have like 10000 good things happen but they just don change anything,. im still wicked upset. i made a few stupid decisions. well alot. i made a few good ( Read more... )

failed spanish grounded from everything. i get the phone for like 5 minutes a day if that. computer on the weekend. hanging out... maybe once a weekend. probably not. whatever who cares.

my life was perfect. now this? whatever thats fucked up

im leaving. <3 peace

I miss you*

wow. in 3 days, it will be me and pat's 3 months. isnt that fucking amazing?! longest relationship ever. other then corey... but he doesnt count haha. wow i cant wait. we are hanging out. i miss him soo much.

well today i went to school. sucked as usual.
A-block i have fricken algebra. its so boring. we switched seats today. i sit next to ( Read more... )

hey yeah i just got home from the haunted mansion on west street. Zack Valliare ( i dont know if its spelled right) but he scareed me out of my pants! omfg it was so fucking scary. thank god pat was right there i would have died omg. haha i was like im gonna have a heart attack and this guy was like oh yeah and i was like yeah.. haha and walked ( Read more... )

" Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you And needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Lets get lost tonight In each other"

this weekend was great.

friday. i went to the doctors to get my knee checked out. got back... fell asleep slept until about 830 then i came online and went to bed at 10. haha

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"another day has almost come and gone. i cant imagine what else could go wrong sometimes id like to hide away somewhere and lock the door a single battle lost but not the war cuz tomorrows another day and im thirsty anyway so bring on the rain hey everyone. whats going on. this week is pretty eventful.. today.. i had a game. tomorrow and friday i ( Read more... )

well guess what.. ive got what i want.... no u people need to stop trying to ruin it for me..i love pat more then anything.. and unless something stupid happens.. nothing is gonna change that.... you need to realize that. ok. well im out peace

i hung out with pat today. i miss. alot.... :(

i had the worst fucking day ever. i swear i cried like 80 % of the day... ugh today was horrible... i didnt know why i was in such a bad mood. there were a bucnh of reasons that made it worse... but when i woke up i had a feeling something bad was gonna happen today.... then i got to school.. everything went wrong. i had the worst day....ugh. then ( Read more... )