yep. people are gay.

Oct 14, 2004 20:54

i had the worst fucking day ever. i swear i cried like 80 % of the day... ugh today was horrible... i didnt know why i was in such a bad mood. there were a bucnh of reasons that made it worse... but when i woke up i had a feeling something bad was gonna happen today.... then i got to school.. everything went wrong. i had the worst day....ugh. then after school to make everything worse because the only reason i stayed in school was cuz i had made plans with everyone to hang out.... and then .. it started raining.. and my mom wouldnt let me.. so everyone went except me. i was like whatever mom u suck. then we got into a huge fight. she started screaming... she left to go get zach.. i cleaned my room.. got really upset... started crying because i was thinking about where i would be without pat. just thinking about how my life would be without him made me cry... then i stopped for like 10 minutes.. and i called him.. his brother picks up:
Vic: Hello?
Me: Hey is pat there?
Vic: no. he moved.. he doesnt live with us anymore. but he doesnt have the number set up yet.
Me: um..okay?
Vic: yeah...
Me: alright.. bye
hung up.. started bawling my eyes out called kayla and josh. omfg it isnt cool. i dont even know if its true but it just kills soo fucking much. i knew something bad was gonna happen too... and look what it was. and just before that.. "where would i be without him".. now look

ugh. Pat i love you so god damn much. if u really did move. i hope u like it. call everyone once in a while okay? love you.

omg me and michele are talknig again. finally!!!! i missed her. haha i dont really know what happened.. we just like ...stopped. i love this girl. she is liek my big sis.
Iheartyou143: i loooooooooove you:-)
inwinterseyes: awww i loooooooooooooooove you, too!

haha :D i love you all... but i need to stop typing and thinking about pat or im gonna start to cry again.. haha. i love ya.

<3 leave cute comments. *kisses*
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