Like a ton of bricks, I'm crushed by the heaviness of lonlieness. I tried reading other people's glimpses of life, but I just can't pay attention. Then the tears started. I wanted to hold my breath forever. I didn't want the tears to sting my face. I want to be heald, loved, to have a connection, to be one with my other. I don't see this happening ( Read more... )

People who don't use paragraphs to seperate their thoughts ( Read more... )

I opened the back door of our abode and found a paper folded in half and taped to our door. Curious, I opened it up. To my dismay - let me rephrase that, to my astonishment there was a list that went like this ( Read more... )

Last night was very surreal. I had my first seizure that lasted for about 6-7 minutes.

I'd say more, but I'm so damned tired. I'm going back to bed.

I'm fine now. I'll update more later.

So yeah, I've quit smoking (well, mostly. I've had a few cigarettes) and on top of that I'm an emotional rollercoaster of doom. Yesterday I exercised and felt great, but couldn't sleep. Now I'm a mopey mope girl.

I'd like to say a special thank you to debacle for saving my ass come next Thursday ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Say hi to Isaac.

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