is whether I put on weight on purpose so I'd look fat with T at the Island ( Read more... )

Seriously for the first time thought that T might not have been able to do this without me, that I've supported him for so long through every fucking thing and I'm still here and I'm also, then, now, letting you go --

Who else could have would have done this for him,

get you a world where you have multiple residences and multiple partners and you're extra horny because your cock is locked and then you stay up after midnight kissing your partner's partner after your partner ditched to bed, and everybody is cool about that,

and then you rewatch Rent for the first time in over a decade in the Media Cave your ( Read more... )

occasionally I feel my curse is that nobody loves me as much as I love other people,

but how would I even measure this, attach some sort of love meter to each of my men,

and then to me,

what would the criteria even be, the love meter,

[Chorus: Bernard Sumner and Neil Tennant ( Read more... )

now that I'm not sickly Bug, I'm feeling very grateful for all the people I know, the people I have relationships with, whether romantic, sexual, friends, coworkers, family, pets,

I love y'all

no, I'm not on MDMA LOL

just appreciating being a social animal and the social part of this

Shawn Mendes: In WonderOf all the things to watch while recovering from my asthma flare, but I've thought his music is cute, if light, and he looked crushable, don't we all want to fall in love with a young crooner ( Read more... )

[I'm definitely dating myself on a regular basis.  I keep leaving myself these public love letters to myself on my LJ.  I love how I do that.  I love my own writing!  Why else would somebody write so much ( Read more... )

I'm constantly performing loyalty missions for all of my relationships!

that's how you hold onto so many,

loyalty,

I'm gonna put up with you no matter what, pal,

until I'm almost broken,

because I love you

having such a sweet and sexy text Xchange with DavidS tonight, OMG, OMG,

he may not text frequently, but he's poetry when he does

I don't merely want to love him, I love him, but the strategy of when/how to say "love"

I was tired and stressed by the time I picked him up, but traffic back home wasn't bad, and we piled into the hot tub with some intoxicons, and we get along really well, forget the bad ending we had in April, we've known each other too long and have had those periods when we didn't talk at all, like I've had with B, and we will learn from this ( Read more... )