then all the sudden so sad? that doesn't have like anything to do with what i'm plannning to write but i needed something. just been really busy lately, once school starts again i'll have more time to write in this. can you believe i'm a senior? i can't...like not at all. but anyways there's nothing really for me to write in here so i'll just go.

the moon and stars come to bright the sky. yesterday i went to kaity and alex's, it was so much fun. alex and i hung out and watched a movie then we went swimming at like midnight. kaity joined us...it was so much fun! alex and i became "official" last night as well. so guess what? i'm dating alex! it's great...i love hanging out with him, i love ( Read more... )

just to watch you sleep. Oh my goodness, oh my goodness, Alex kissed me!! yes, i'm not joking, Alex Mills kissed me!! oh man, this has been such an amazing night! weeeeeeeeee! i'm so happy!

you've found someone worth the fight. yeah once again that was one of those things i kinda just made up right now so yea, but anyways...it does relate. see, alex and i have been spending a lot of time together. i don't talk to jeff anymore purely because everytime i try to get ahold of him i can't. but anyways...i've been on a date with alex and we ( Read more... )

maybe there's a reason they do. i'm not sure that really relates to anything right now but i just sorta made it up and thought i'd use it, so there. haha, it's been a while since i've really written in here. so let me tell you what's been going on in my life. tomorrow i'm going out with Alex to see the Smiths or whatever it's called. on saturday i ( Read more... )

it always falls into place. yeah, today has been a good day for me. this weekend freakin' rocked. man it was great but it sucks in a way because sleep wasn't really involved. so i'm like ready to pass out at any second. but oh well i'm so freakin' energtic! weeeee! i'm happy, you know why? cuz i got to talk to jeff today, i got to talk to jeff ( Read more... )

when you've almost lost it. but that god i didn't. i talked to jeff today in vo-tech, thank god friday wasn't his last day. i told him i had to tell him something and he asked what. i was like, remember how i told you i didn't like you on friday? he just smiled and said, you lied didn't you? and i said i had lied. and then a little later he asked ( Read more... )

god i'm glad i'm one of them! steve sucks at life, but than again so do i, and pretty much everyone else here. that includes my lesbian lover. all three of them. because i'm that damn sexy, but steve's a sexy beast. he's already gotten alex pregnant but alex is also pregnant with ben's child as well. that's why you should always grab life by the ( Read more... )

you forget there's a chance you might not. i told Jeff i didn't like him, i said that earlier, duh. well anyways the thing is i'm giving up a big chance here, if i don't say anything soon then well...nothing will ever happen. if i would have just told him how i felt there might have been something there. i don't know, i over-analyze everything way ( Read more... )

from things you want the most. like i've said the past few entries, he's a great guy. i like him, he's fun to be around and he has a great smile. but today i was smart enough to protect myself. since he works for my friend, my friend knows i like him, and is convinced it's infatuation. i'm not shy, everyone knows that, but when i'm around this guy ( Read more... )