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hmmmm.......
yeah...."hmmmmm" about sums it up. Have been seeing Michael since Oct 21st.. have been seeing him on weekends and talking with him off and on during the week. So far so good. He is a good man, and a fairly stable personality. His sister, Justine, is an absolute hoot and a real sweetie. Love that gal. :) The only thing that half way bugs me is that ( Read more... ) -
night terrors and dreamscapes... are they reality?... discuss.
it is 330 in the morning and I just woke up from a sound sleep screaming. I am cold, and can't warm up, but I also can't stand to have anything touch me, esp around my neck right now.Even the pentacle *HAD* to come off ( Read more... ) -
The past couple of weeks
yeah I know.. a none too creative title, but pppptht. I'm dead-dog tired right now. I have basically worked for two weeks straight through. Last week was Homecoming, and I got the long shift on Saturday for the dance. 11+ hours. Made me realize I'm not in my 20's anymore like nothing else....I used to pull back to back 14 and 16 hour shifts for 12 ( Read more... ) -
grey skies
the cloudy rainy skies right now reflect my mood ( Read more... ) -
General updates
Just a general update on some things that have been out hanging around ( Read more... ) -
better yet
Well, today went rather smoothly, after the initial rough start. I had been up until 5 am crying, and hurting. Why the crying I really can't explain, I just started and couldn't quit. I was in pain most of the evening(dang back) but I can't say it was more than an annoyance, until the other started, and then it got bad enough to keep me up along ( Read more... ) -
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The title here sums up alot, not because I have nothing to say, but because I am, inexplicably crashing down again. I apologize now for what is probably going to be another extended whining session, although I generally don't tend to bother much with LJ when I'm feeling good, as I prefer real means of communication, and find this a poor excuse for ( Read more... ) -
BOINGY BOINGY BOING!!!!!
I am incredibly excited today.. Cody is going to be in from out of town.. it has been nearly a year since we last spoke, and even longer since I'd seen him. *hugs* to the skinny teddy bear!! *Grin* he will be in FC around noon-1:00ish. I will be returning library books and such.. and running errands on my way down I guess. I am a bit nervous ( Read more... ) -
My thoughts on God and the all..
Here I am... stuck in the middle with you.. you know the song, it needs no further explaination. I am stuck in the middle and torn apart from too many directions, again. This keeps happening to me, and it is stressful and hurtful, but I know that if I always do what I have always done.. I will get what I've always gotten, it is my fault, and my ( Read more... )
