grey skies
the cloudy rainy skies right now reflect my mood
I'm just down right now and have been for the past few days. Nothing for it.going to the bbq tonight at the new location. Sorry for waking you Jeff. Hope you are doing well and I hope Leslie is doing well too. missed the baby shower yesterday for Jasons kiddo.. had to work. missed Gateway last night.. had to work.will be off work for a week to work on gettin gmy grandparents moved down the hill- I have been put on duty to manage my grandmother. :(( Grandpa is not doing well, has not been able to get out of bed for two days and will be having surgery to burn out the nerve endings in his legs to stop them from working, Nanny has been losing it... she has never dealt well with chaos or disorder, or grandpa being ill, and on top of it she is going througha depressive swing and refuses to go see a Doctor for it. With all else in account, including BS bothering me that shouldn't, I think I'm going to lose my mind. Not much else there worth saying. got to go get stuff for tonight, and try to keep the smiley mask on. fake it till I make it..maybe....or some such. One of these days I'll have a happy post.
I'm just down right now and have been for the past few days. Nothing for it.going to the bbq tonight at the new location. Sorry for waking you Jeff. Hope you are doing well and I hope Leslie is doing well too. missed the baby shower yesterday for Jasons kiddo.. had to work. missed Gateway last night.. had to work.will be off work for a week to work on gettin gmy grandparents moved down the hill- I have been put on duty to manage my grandmother. :(( Grandpa is not doing well, has not been able to get out of bed for two days and will be having surgery to burn out the nerve endings in his legs to stop them from working, Nanny has been losing it... she has never dealt well with chaos or disorder, or grandpa being ill, and on top of it she is going througha depressive swing and refuses to go see a Doctor for it. With all else in account, including BS bothering me that shouldn't, I think I'm going to lose my mind. Not much else there worth saying. got to go get stuff for tonight, and try to keep the smiley mask on. fake it till I make it..maybe....or some such. One of these days I'll have a happy post.