Things haven't exactly gone the way I had planned from the last time I had posted in this journal. In my wildest dreams, I had hoped that I would sit down, dedicate myself and write about my experiences in New York City. I had wanted to write a book about it all, maybe even publish it. It was to be a semi-fictional memoir. Well it turns out that I ( Read more... )

I have so much to write. So much. New York has changed my life. It has opened my perspectives. Created change, and allowed me to see truth. I have so much to write. So over the next weeks I will write it all down. Everything I can remember. Everything I have felt. I start from the very begining and write until the very end. And I promise, when I'm ( Read more... )

So i'm here, I have two campus locations. 17th and Park, and Broadway and Prince. I live on 92nd and York. I can take the 4 or 5 express trains from 86th and Lex or 96th and Lex down to 14th Street Union Sq. Then I can get on the R,W, or N down to SOHO. Same thing to come back. I can also take the 6 the whole way but it's the local train. The ( Read more... )

The Tampa Bay Buccaneers today announced that they have released LB Derrick Brooks, ( Read more... )

Everything feels so messed up at this moment. I can't get a handle on whats going on. I'm leaving in 5 days and nothing changes. It's funny when you realize that you don't mean shit to anyone. Like anyone at all. At least not in my home town. Ryan is my bro, and we chill. Steph is awesome and her moving in here is quite possibly the best thing to ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYTHING

It's funny, the more things change, the more they really end up staying exactly the same. It's just one of those things in life that tends to repeat and repeat. Valentines Day is always shitty for me. I day to be reminded just how damn worthless I am to everyone around me. My best friend hardly had two minutes to talk to me on her birthday, which ( Read more... )

So here I sit upon my bum, drunk from too much alcohol. Next to me sits my great friend Steph, who is drinking all the alcohol left. She says it's not true and that there is a shit load of alcohol left in my house. Why can't you ever be ((hold on)) straight with me she says. This is not directed to me, but to her significant other or in her words " ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't been using this journal to write as much as I used to. I've been writing in other places which is great, but it also has become hard to remember where I have been writing what. I really don't know if anything ever reads these anymore. Livejournal seems to have become somewhat of a thing of the past, and that's alright with me. I ( Read more... )

Playoff Watch: Week 16 Update Dec 15, 2008 - Let's start by putting it simply before we get into the decidedly complicated nuts and bolts that prove the following statement true:Even though the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are seventh in a race for six NFC postseason spots right now, they will be in the playoffs if they win their last two ( Read more... )