homelife

[kali_ya]

Homelife is getting more and more unbearable. I'm smoking way too much (for me), and taking an ativan everyday. Mom has become a royal bitch. It's "shut your mouth" or "mind your business" or "fat ass". My level of shame is off the charts; my confidence is so low it's barely registering. I walk around like a zombie. All I want to do is sleep

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what you need....

[kajiracad]

is a good PRIMAL SCREAM. i know it sound silly, but it often does me a world of good.

i LIKE to go out in the woods for this, but living the urban life that i do these days, mostly i just get into the shower, turn up the hot water, and scream into a towel until i'm breathless.

it's really CLEANSING and after that there ain't nothin' that can get to me: except small helpless furry things.....but that's another post altogether.

we need to go for a long (LONG) walk together and take turns dumping the toxic krap out. then the plants will enjoy the carbon dioxide and reward us with some oxygen! what are you doing at 0400 ?? (roflmao 'cause i just know i'm the only fool that's awake at that hour!!)

Re: what you need....

[kali_ya]

I haven't done the primal scream thing since college. You're right, it IS very cleansing. I'm looking forward to going home and screaming myself hoarse! LOL

I'd love to go for a walk - but FOUR AM is just not gonna happen. Surprisingly, after I read your post, I was actually up until 4 the next morning! LOL It's not a regular occurrence, but looking back I had to chuckle at my refusal to be up that early, and lo and behold, I was! Oi! LOL

Will you be in town this weekend?

Re: in town

[kajiracad]

yes, i'm in town all weekend. have a meeting on sunday night, but otherwise my calendar is unobstructed (with caveat that the kitten must be fed every 3-4 hours). call my cell (you have the # on that little yellow card i gave you) and let's have lattes and biscotti at minimum!