what a crazy last week. messages on the voice mail paint a different picture than relaity's picasso. things are better. we are obviously both happier. glad you are able to come into yourself. you need this. we needed eachother during those five months. we both grew a lot. i hope you still have the same, if not more confidence then when i ( Read more... )

Wow, so i havent been on here in forever. kinda took the week off. spent so much time with family, most of which wasnt even mine. i didnt cry at the funeral, but i cried in the living room. with her father, telling me he accepts me and confeses how much he loves and adores his little girl. her family is amazing. thought i would get beat up by ( Read more... )

define normalcy? a world away, yet closer than most. she responds in an indian minute. cleaning a country she is not responsible for. seeking novelized adventures of her own. such bravery, a life unknown to us... our hiccups subsided. breathable air returns. inflated lungs drip yellow from frequent interstate travels. these eyes still ( Read more... )

yearbook closing... returning to the place we were. you over there, me over there. so far apart again. opposite sides of the world. we have been here before, and you will return. i sleep soundly knowing that... been to the mall too many times in the past month. so sad. ive been bowling, and shopping, and eating and after it all, i go home, ( Read more... )

long weekend. not enough sleep. i cried more this weekend then i have in a very long time. exhaustion will do that to you. i got better aquainted with people this weekend, a lot of names i hear a lot about, but never allowed myself to open to. i did somethings that suprised myself. im not going to classify them as good or bad, but my ( Read more... )

craziness i tell ya. friends hooking up, other friends breaking up... my ugly past flew in from out of town. keep 'missing' her calls... went window shopping today. discussed plans for playing with people... so cold outside, all i want to do is sleep through my classes. failed at everything but this right now. i never saw this coming. this ( Read more... )

so today not only means 25 days until christmas, but today is also national AIDS day. here is my two second shpeal... please take a moment today to think about all the millions of people affected by this incurable disease both nation wide and abroad. also, remember those who we have lost, both near and dear to us. thanks ( Read more... )

perfect time to reflect... you were right leighan, there is something in jordins room, it jus crawled across the floor about two seconds ago... fucking shit she has rats. gross. so it looks like we all survived thanksgiving. sirbrina was greeted by my father with a big hug and his never ending rants about his favorite television show, star trek ( Read more... )

ok kids, im sure you have seen this around, be a pal and fill it out, i am dying to know what you all really think of me. gloves off, give it to me straight... im skipping all of my classes today. since i was unprepared for speech, she let me leave an hour and a half early, biopsych we are just going over our exams, and i dont need to spend an ( Read more... )

i finally have to work at the fred again, tonight is the beginning of the end. i truly hate fred meyers. and hate is a strong word i really try not to use. i hate retail, and i hate supporting corporate whores... which i seem to be doing a lot of lately, i recently purchased a mocha from starbucks ahhhh!! but i did hear that freddy's has major ( Read more... )