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Wow, so i havent been on here in forever. kinda took the week off. spent so much time with family, most of which wasnt even mine. i didnt cry at the funeral, but i cried in the living room. with her father, telling me he accepts me and confeses how much he loves and adores his little girl. her family is amazing. thought i would get beat up by the thug, when i instead just took all his money, straights win every time. yep, me, and straight. her other brother provides insights to her family. the big brother/ boyfriend talk. serious, glossy eyes meant every word. poor oreo... see few people here and there. need to make more attempts at possitive energy... the boyfriend alone in the city. with his love so far away. we will talk and look and laugh, and grow close. close like she wants us to. no need to look out, you are doing fine... im glad you have her back, but be careful. both of you. you both have such big hearts, and both can be fragil. i love you and will love you. anytime you need me, i will be availible. we need to make more time for eachother. i want to hear your music and rediscover you true love, here in this city, your new home... my love, my life. she keeps me sane and young. nothing and everything in the same day. we need more days. so little time together. we will watch the kids on the day of three. three. you have had me since one.