The officer's shoes were black and shiny and unscuffed ( Read more... )

I wish I had a way out. I don't want to be a musician anymore. I wish I had never done it at all. I don't fit into this. I don't like it. I don't want to do it anymore. I just want to be left alone. I want to work at mcdonalds and never have to do anything hard again. I don't want this life anymore. I just want out.

Death has not diminished your presence ( Read more... )

He was an amazing guy, this kid ( Read more... )

"Every day is a gift from god. Why not thank him ( Read more... )

My life was FUCKING AWESOME. Why the hell did a tornado have to hit it????? UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH

Just auditioned and adjudicated auditions for usm's clarinet studio. I will be sitting principal clarinet in usm's symphony orchestra.

Represent.

I move to hattiesburg, ms saturday. I start my doctorate monday. I have a brave face on about it as much as I can but I am so scared, I am so nervous, I so badly want things to go and be a certain way and I think they can and I'm allowing myself to actually hope and believe that they will. I never thought I would get this far. This territory is ( Read more... )

Today I was told that as part of a requirement for renewing their accreditation, SLU is being asked to put on a student recital with 3 representatives from the department. I was chosen to do this. I am pretty happy about this :)

Goodbye, Windy.

Maybe I'll have more to say about it later, but I still can't really believe she's gone.