I move to hattiesburg, ms saturday. I start my doctorate monday. I have a brave face on about it as much as I can but I am so scared, I am so nervous, I so badly want things to go and be a certain way and I think they can and I'm allowing myself to actually hope and believe that they will. I never thought I would get this far. This territory is
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I don't think anyone ever quite feels like an adult, haha. I am still kind of silly in my own mind, compared to the teachers who mentored and came before me. The idea that I was in charge of a whole classroom of students (6 times a day) was both exhilarating and ridiculous to me, as well. One of the things I love about my school, though, is that the other teachers can all be just as silly as me, and the face we present to the class is not the face we present to one another, as I am sure you already know in part and will realize very quickly. You can still be silly, immature, and learning barely a step ahead of the students (or so it feels), but also be the responsible adult in the room. I'm sure you will love it.
Someone must have been impressed and thought you were ready, haha... you'll just have to fake it til you agree! : D
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