1) He feels selfish, because he knows Jongin will always come running to him no matter what he does or how he acts. And he's always known it. And sometimes he uses it to his advantage. And he wishes his feelings didn't get the best of him, especially when it comes to Jongin because he knows Jongin would never do what he does. And Jongin deserves better.
2) "You're too good to me. Far too good."
3) It kills him, what has he done, he has to do better, he has to do better for Jongin, Jongin's face kills him, he wipes his eyes-
4) "I don't deserve you." Kyungsoo's voice shakes with fondness. He doesn't know how he ended up with Jongin. Jongin, so full of love for the world and for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo, who kept fucking it all up. 5) THIS IS CANON VERSE WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING 113x SADDER
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i really didn't mean for it to turn out so angsty, i had it so nice it my head and then???
honestly jongin's so head over heels with soo whether its really just platonic or more it's so darn endearing, i feel like he just can't help himself and i had to write it
thank you so much for this cute comment and for the rec you're too good to me!!
I usually lurk on journals but I just /had/ to tell you how much I loved this ;u; I was having such a stressful week at uni but reading this really made my day~ I just loved how you portrayed their love in this sob ;__; it's so tender and so sweet but yet not at all cheesy and just so... perfect :') I esp loved jongin's characterisation in this argh this was so nice (but I feel so lonely now where can I find a jongin I want one too) argh I'm so sorry for rambling you probably think Im creepy now sob but thank you for writing this!! ^^ sending you some sarang~ ♡♡♡
oh thank you for taking the time to comment! I definitely want a jongin too! so badly! it's hard watching this love sick puppy and wondering where i can get one (or how to get him since he's so immersed in soo haha)
you're not creepy at all, you're so nice thank you ;; sending you some sarang back~~~~
i always love non au because it seems more real the pain the feelings and with how you write this its EVEN MORE REAL LIKE 100X MORE REAL AND MY TEARS ARE REAL GOSH SO GOOD ;____;
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1) He feels selfish, because he knows Jongin will always come running to him no matter what he does or how he acts. And he's always known it. And sometimes he uses it to his advantage. And he wishes his feelings didn't get the best of him, especially when it comes to Jongin because he knows Jongin would never do what he does. And Jongin deserves better.
2) "You're too good to me. Far too good."
3) It kills him, what has he done, he has to do better, he has to do better for Jongin, Jongin's face kills him, he wipes his eyes-
4) "I don't deserve you." Kyungsoo's voice shakes with fondness. He doesn't know how he ended up with Jongin. Jongin, so full of love for the world and for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo, who kept fucking it all up. 5) THIS IS CANON VERSE WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING 113x SADDER ( ... )
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honestly jongin's so head over heels with soo whether its really just platonic or more it's so darn endearing, i feel like he just can't help himself and i had to write it
thank you so much for this cute comment and for the rec you're too good to me!!
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you're not creepy at all, you're so nice thank you ;; sending you some sarang back~~~~
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