My Love

Feb 10, 2015 22:22

Title: My Love
Pairing: Jongin/Kyungsoo
Length: 2.2k
Genre: romance, fluff, slight angst
Summary: Kyungsoo has his bad days.
Kyungsoo can't help himself once he sees it and storms over, dropping into Jongin's lap, and kisses him full and earnest on the lips... )

t: my love, au: canon, p: kai/kyungsoo, f: exo

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hearteulips February 10 2015, 13:07:37 UTC
Okay first let me enumerate how this fic HURT ME:

1) He feels selfish, because he knows Jongin will always come running to him no matter what he does or how he acts. And he's always known it. And sometimes he uses it to his advantage. And he wishes his feelings didn't get the best of him, especially when it comes to Jongin because he knows Jongin would never do what he does. And Jongin deserves better.

2) "You're too good to me. Far too good."

3) It kills him, what has he done, he has to do better, he has to do better for Jongin, Jongin's face kills him, he wipes his eyes-

4) "I don't deserve you." Kyungsoo's voice shakes with fondness. He doesn't know how he ended up with Jongin. Jongin, so full of love for the world and for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo, who kept fucking it all up.

5) THIS IS CANON VERSE WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING 113x SADDER

And tbh it's parallel with the headcanon I have of kaisoo. Jongin is just too good for Kyungsoo most of the time (lol Kyungsoo biased here), but Jongin is still stupidly in love with him. I'm just thankful for that lol. Even though a lot of people love Kyungsoo, no one would ever love him the way Jongin does. (Tbh whoever Jongin loves is the luckiest person on earth.)

/leaves you with shy kisses

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kaiice February 11 2015, 01:38:36 UTC
i really didn't mean for it to turn out so angsty, i had it so nice it my head and then???

honestly jongin's so head over heels with soo whether its really just platonic or more it's so darn endearing, i feel like he just can't help himself and i had to write it

thank you so much for this cute comment and for the rec you're too good to me!!

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