so i was thinking about it ( Read more... )

tonight i feel unstoppably endless ( Read more... )

it's sad, but i only write in here when there's something bothering me ( Read more... )

i feel the need to write until i can't write anymore. you know what, there are a lot of things i need to do. i need to wash out these 3 year old wounds with salt, no matter how badly it hurts. and that's what im going to do right now. this is the most honest entry i can possibly create in a time when i'm fighting to keep myself from becoming ( Read more... )

and again ( Read more... )

listened to something corporate- konstantine today.
i wish it didnt hurt.

meaning is sometimes hard to spot ( Read more... )

the truth is that i've never really cared until now. i've never really felt until now. the feeling comes back in some painful form of pins and needles and suddenly, im helpless again. my limbs are heavy and immobilized. if the pain doesn't kill me, the inability to move will. for once it's the entrance and not the escape that is the weight on my ( Read more... )

i can't remember your lips anymore ( Read more... )

i should be sleeping because i pretty much drank like a fish last night-after this week, i deserve it. i had sooooooo much stuff due and i swear i almost stabbed my eye out 1,576 times. no more, no less ( Read more... )