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it's sad, but i only write in here when there's something bothering me.
so sorry.
i'm beginning to wonder what exactly i do wrong(in relationships). i finally scaled that wall of "no one is better than mike and nothing will do unless it's him" i let people in, i AT LEAST give them a fighting chance. because that's all i've ever wanted. in an attempt to keep this anti-angst, i'm going to keep it short. i guess the main thing is... i'm sick of feeling unwanted, i'm sick of feeling like just because they go back to their exes, it means that i'm not good enough. i'm just so incredibly frustrated with this constant up and down motion. i'm confused and i don't want to be anymore. i just want something to work out.
i love my life.
but honestly, i'm wondering if it's going to be spent alone.
so sorry.
i'm beginning to wonder what exactly i do wrong(in relationships). i finally scaled that wall of "no one is better than mike and nothing will do unless it's him" i let people in, i AT LEAST give them a fighting chance. because that's all i've ever wanted. in an attempt to keep this anti-angst, i'm going to keep it short. i guess the main thing is... i'm sick of feeling unwanted, i'm sick of feeling like just because they go back to their exes, it means that i'm not good enough. i'm just so incredibly frustrated with this constant up and down motion. i'm confused and i don't want to be anymore. i just want something to work out.
i love my life.
but honestly, i'm wondering if it's going to be spent alone.