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I leave June 24th.

I am going to try and become an Aircrew Rescue Swimmer.

yes The Guardian.

I am going into the Navy.

Seal, Diver, or Nuclear.

every day things just tend to get more pressing.

My Grandfathers heart surgery went well. That is good.

Work is pressing in more.

Class is getting rougher.

Life is getting harder.

I don't drink often.

I don't run much.

I don't have a way to release the stress >.I don't know ( Read more... )

It has been two weeks now? (I think, I am not good with time at all) All I can think about is you. I am sorry. Every time I try to talk to you so late at night is so I can apologize and try and work things out ( Read more... )

It is easier to die than to watch someone pass away. My Grandfather doesn't know where he is or what is around him most of the times now. I am seeing one of the most brilliant men I know lose who he was. This is a man who is family of people that helped make the atom bomb. He wanted family and love instead...... he was the smartest one out of ( Read more... )

I said I was tipsy. I lied. I am by myself cleaning and having a beer. Didn't even drink then ( Read more... )

And again I get fucked over hardcore.

Fuck off.

I know what to expect. I accept it. But I still care and it still hurts when things go wrong even though everything tells me not to feel such.

School starts soon. Keep me busy. Maybe I won't have time to care anymore.

Why do I always fall for the brown eyed girl?

There are times when you just need someone special to be there for you. Wish I had that right now ( Read more... )