Dec 07, 2007 18:37
There are times when you just need someone special to be there for you. Wish I had that right now.
So hard to stand there and be strong for my mom. I can't stand seeing her like this. Every time I hug her she starts to cry. It is so damn hard not to break down. She is my mother. She is supposed to hug me and tell me it will be ok.
It is so draining to hold it all in. I can't let it go. Just being able to have someone to go to and be there for you is such a blessing. I envy those of you who have it.
on a final note. Just leave me alone. I won't tell you about it. Because it doesn't matter. If I want to talk about it I will ask you to listen. If i need your help I will ask for it.
I can't give any more hugs.... Just makes me want to break down.
I can't do that. Too much going on.