this journal enty is probably as serious as it gets. i really want/need anyones opinions on what to do about a big struggle in my life. i dont want pity or sympathy, just straight forward answers. i mean like if/when u have a problem, within family, friends, school, a professor...whatever..what do u do...for so many years i have pushed things ( Read more... )

what is up?!?! its been awhile. i hope everyone had an awesome christmas and a great new year!! i did. my first christmas with someone sooooooo special was GREaT! =) i love that boy!! lol Lets take a flashback to 2004. we had some amazing times. good times. horrible times. but each was a lesson meant to happen. we learned a lot our senior year in ( Read more... )

first of all...hey! i havent been here in a while. second of all OmGoSh! i DO NOT LIKE SNOW!! this is way too much and it just makes me dislike it all the more! haha wel anyways i hope everyones christmas has gone well. i am so thankful for this christmas: 1. my family acutally got along...really well! 2. i chose two kids off the salvation army ( Read more... )

near christmas time my mind always wonders. daydreams-random thoughts...all the time. i think about my family, people without families, men and women in iraq...its kind of like a time to focus on important matters. wel this year at our work i chose 2 children off our salvation army tree. it really breaks my heart so see children asking for winter ( Read more... )

WOW THE BREAK WAS AWESOME. EXCEPT MY WORKING ON WEDNESDAY THURSDAY AND FRIDAY...BUT MY PAYCHECK WILL DEFINITELY MAKE ME SMILE :-) ANYWAY WORKING ON THANKSGIVING WAS SO DIFFERENT FOR ME CUZ IVE ALWAYS HAD THE SAME ROUTINE ON THAT HOLIDAY. I WOULD GET UP, WATCH THE PARADE AT 10AM (DONT ACT LIKE U HAVE NEVER WATCHED IT LOL) THEN I WOULD EAT LIKE ( Read more... )

ok. a visit here, a visit there...osu has been the best so far!! i feel like such a traitor though =( hanging out at osu with awesome people...when a tiny piece of me is a die hard michigan fan!! but osu won so i suppos im all even lol. but i had a blast. some highlights ( Read more... )

u know the other day at cracker barrel (my place of employement) i was really in awe at what some of our servers did for this pregnant girl. shes 7 or 8 months pregnant and her parents wont support her in any way. (financially or emotionally) so all the servers got together and threw her a lil baby shower and we all bought her gifts. it was so ( Read more... )

why the hell am i so indecisive? i mean a very vague example would be deciding what to wear out one nite...but with me its EVERYTHING. im so tired of being here. some days im like wow aaron and are doin great with this distance thing..then sometimes im like bitter all day and cant figure out why im in a bad mood..and it hits me...i just miss aaron ( Read more... )

so im trying to decide some cute gifts for my friends and family for christmas... i am very frugal but i like to get very clever or handy things for people.  i love christams because i get to spend time with the family which doesnt happen too often(o and dont think i forgot about thanksgiving...cuz i LOVE to eat and i could NEVER forget that!! lol ( Read more... )

this weekend was so much fun! on friday i actually went out to eat with my family...we never do that lol. then i was off to oxford with kandace and mckenzie. we had so much fun. we had a really laid back nite which was good. (gotta save it all for ostate weekend!) first we went up town and got steamed milk..kandace loves that stuff! :-/ yuck! we ( Read more... )